grittypeasant

Micro-Hyperfixations

It really bothers me that I can't stay interested in something for very long.

I've often thought how awesome I could have been, if I had only been able to sustain interest in one subject long enough to become a great expert in it.   I could have become an inspiration.   I could have broken new ground, and developed new ideas relevant to that subject.   

As it is, I just feel interested in a subject long enough to learn a little bit about it, become slightly knowledgeable about what there is to know in that field, and then somehow my obsession just dissipates.    It feels like such a waste.   Every single time.   It's really depressing.

I wish there was a good reason for being this way.

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